12.01.2010

What I really lack is to be clear in my mind what I am to do, not what I am to know, except in so far as a certain knowledge must precede every action. The thing is to understand myself, to see what God really wishes me to do: the thing is to find a truth which is true for me, to find the idea for which I can live and die. ... I certainly do not deny that I still recognize an imperative of knowledge and that through it one can work upon men, but it must be taken up into my life, and that is what I now recognize as the most important thing.

—Søren Kierkegaard .
 
Still on that existential realm..yep.
Quote of the day? yeah.
Used to wonder alot before my teacher taught us about Kierkegaard..how to pronounce it actually.. i miss literature classes.. Dang!! ... And i could not think of any pictures to put up along with this post cuz i hate the idea of a bare post but thats exactly what this post is gonna be.. BARE. And the quote should take care of that. Heh. And im gonna hit the sack now.. its january and its cold here in the hills.

And the chill retreats. YEP!

Warmer days...
Sun's out in all its glory but lazy still? Yeah.
Ahh well...im pushing harder.

Holidays over.. Need to get my mojo-jojo on heh. Back to schedules... Oh here we go.

Currently reading this book.. This author is like the winner of the nobel prize for literature so thought id get my hands on it... Im all over turkey right now...would love to visit it one day. Monochrome...so this photo totally captures my mood right now... pale...existential obstacles? (yup).. lazy and dreary.

On a brighter more colourful note... a collage of the pasta i made.

And a slew of pictures... 

Vintage coat.

Want this red chunk o' shoe.
And these.

 

2010

Wow. 2010. I have this gnawing feeling in my gut when i look at my phone or the calendar cuz its 2010!! Maybe it has to do with the way the numbers are arranged cuz all i knew were the 1990s..2000s and in such a short span of time..its 2010.. OK i definitely need to stop saying 2010! And quit it with all the exclamations...

SO...finally im wearing this furry thing i got..its pale pink...really pale. It says on the label its from korea..cute label too. And decided to put it on with everything else thats gray. My love for furry things has only begun and you'll see a lot more of that in due time as well..been telling everyone im g'na be the creep in fur (faux fur) this year huhu. Well thats all for the what im wearing part... G'na digress now and herald in the new year with a list...a short list...i'll prolly be sticking post-its on my wall with the same thing..heh..new year resolutions??yeah...somethin like that.


* terrible blogger..i want to be a better, daily blogger...hopefully ill try and accomplish that this year. thankyou to everyone who's read my blog

* get rid of all the clutter in my closet
* smoke less..yes i smoke
* be more motivated..regarding everything

Im just gonna go on so ill stop here... im listening to meet me halfway right now... i have no idea how i got hooked to this song... i should prolly change to ra ra riot or third eye blind. I LOVE third eye blind...still love em after all these years. Over and out...