12.01.2010

What I really lack is to be clear in my mind what I am to do, not what I am to know, except in so far as a certain knowledge must precede every action. The thing is to understand myself, to see what God really wishes me to do: the thing is to find a truth which is true for me, to find the idea for which I can live and die. ... I certainly do not deny that I still recognize an imperative of knowledge and that through it one can work upon men, but it must be taken up into my life, and that is what I now recognize as the most important thing.

—Søren Kierkegaard .
 
Still on that existential realm..yep.
Quote of the day? yeah.
Used to wonder alot before my teacher taught us about Kierkegaard..how to pronounce it actually.. i miss literature classes.. Dang!! ... And i could not think of any pictures to put up along with this post cuz i hate the idea of a bare post but thats exactly what this post is gonna be.. BARE. And the quote should take care of that. Heh. And im gonna hit the sack now.. its january and its cold here in the hills.

And the chill retreats. YEP!

Warmer days...
Sun's out in all its glory but lazy still? Yeah.
Ahh well...im pushing harder.

Holidays over.. Need to get my mojo-jojo on heh. Back to schedules... Oh here we go.

Currently reading this book.. This author is like the winner of the nobel prize for literature so thought id get my hands on it... Im all over turkey right now...would love to visit it one day. Monochrome...so this photo totally captures my mood right now... pale...existential obstacles? (yup).. lazy and dreary.

On a brighter more colourful note... a collage of the pasta i made.

And a slew of pictures... 

Vintage coat.

Want this red chunk o' shoe.
And these.

 

2010

Wow. 2010. I have this gnawing feeling in my gut when i look at my phone or the calendar cuz its 2010!! Maybe it has to do with the way the numbers are arranged cuz all i knew were the 1990s..2000s and in such a short span of time..its 2010.. OK i definitely need to stop saying 2010! And quit it with all the exclamations...

SO...finally im wearing this furry thing i got..its pale pink...really pale. It says on the label its from korea..cute label too. And decided to put it on with everything else thats gray. My love for furry things has only begun and you'll see a lot more of that in due time as well..been telling everyone im g'na be the creep in fur (faux fur) this year huhu. Well thats all for the what im wearing part... G'na digress now and herald in the new year with a list...a short list...i'll prolly be sticking post-its on my wall with the same thing..heh..new year resolutions??yeah...somethin like that.


* terrible blogger..i want to be a better, daily blogger...hopefully ill try and accomplish that this year. thankyou to everyone who's read my blog

* get rid of all the clutter in my closet
* smoke less..yes i smoke
* be more motivated..regarding everything

Im just gonna go on so ill stop here... im listening to meet me halfway right now... i have no idea how i got hooked to this song... i should prolly change to ra ra riot or third eye blind. I LOVE third eye blind...still love em after all these years. Over and out...

night shot ehh?

hmmm.. this looks like some christmassy post.. umm well it is. heh and oh i decided to change my font cuz its soo hard to read since its too teeny weeny...like they got obliterated or something.

First off... Hope everyone had a lovely christmas.. and then we come to this mini jacket thing that im wearing.. fell for it since the day i got it..secondhand..price was like zero and then we come to the tree..oh no thats not the tree that ur supposed to have at home..its pretty huge..humongous actually. I took a shot of this tree when we were out and about..driving around town.. and since its all red and bright..like my jacket i decided to post em all together..huddle em together.. yeah a little funny.

Super cold..super lazy here. We're going on  a little road trip tomorrow..visiting an orphanage too..mum and i made a dozen sandwiches..im bummed..from making sandwiches? yeeaaahhh cuz i was stuffing em in the whole time :D

OK G'nite people. 

 

Happy Holidays

OKAY.. here's a few pictures of me and my cousin..they're a little wacky heh ^_^

 

oh and if there's any love in me dont let it show.

SO... wore this some days back..had to go to this wedding reception and what i wore above is a little too drabby?? gramma??? for even an after the wedding affair thingy?? Maybe i should have gone more brighter but aah it was cold and the weather started gettin real shitty...more like gloomy later...sun had gone hiding ack! ANYHOO...its the holidays.. wow..always loved christmas..new year and all that stuff... Gettin together with the family and shieettt .... I should do a holiday look soon...all furry ...fuzzy and warm and days are gettin colder..brrrrr...conducive to laziness...its like ure this troll thing..all furry because u'v piled on a heap of sweaters and jumpers or whatever you wear to keep yourself warm...with bad hair and acne trudging out of bed..but you still wanna be in bed..ugghh :(  but amidst all this... there are some things which are relevant though. I read (finally!) a thousand splendid suns by khaled hosseini.. i cried..REALLY CRIED!! And i want to read all of anton chekhov's books.. aaah.

On a final note.. My hair's growing :))) and i love Noah and the Whale.

  

I pay attention to colour palette. huhhh

Most natural post yet ehhhh?? :D

 

What about this??... haha

 

And we are back!! since i said earlier that i am a terrible blogger?? and its been weeks since i have not blogged about anything at all.. i am such a lazy grammaaa..but leave that... its sunday...my favourite day o' the week and IM BLOGGING.... a new post.. VOILA! New boots...and its GREY...oh how i love grey..i dont wear boots AT ALL ..and being a midget my legs would probably disappear in them but oh i could not leave these..they go with almost every colour ...the wooly vest is new too..i dont like vests at all..again but yeah this one's grey too and its not body-hugging so im definitely hanging on to these :))...the dress is one of my fav dresses....i love the detail on the collar...the bag is my cousin's shhhhhhhh  AAAAANNNNNND today was  a pretty good day cuzzz MUM made the best avocado salad in months...with broccoli and tomatoes and yeah some other veggies heh..Spent most of the afternoon listening to Jackson Browne with dad..and lady gaga's bad romance...the vid's epic btw...

Nothing much to share...nothing new..oldy moldy. My hair's growing?? Haha.

And id like to add these lines from this book im currently reading by Ali Smith...

" Cliche was true,obviously,which was why it had become cliche in the first place;so true that cliche actually protected you from its own truth by being what it was,nothing but cliche.Advertising,for example,loved cliche because it was a kind of pure mob truth. " .... Ruminating on this currently....